It is an important day of life. It is the birthday of some I am close to. But, I had a fight with him last night, The deep emotional thoughts went to the night . There was emotional despair, distress, loneliness and in all an unhappy day.
Although, I did not want to spoil the person's day, still, the unspoken words, the quietness and the silence between us spoke more than any of the words that could have been spoken between us as arguments. This is not one of the instances where we fought. It was only one of those instances where we it seemed , we almost fought everyday.
Great distress and Great unhappiness. Lots of silence between the two of us. I feel like being emotionally drained out , quite unhappy, restless and troubled. My mind is not at peace.
Am I Ok , really ??
I ask this question to me. Am i losing my mind. I feel so stressed out that feel like being irritated at the drop of a hat. Life seems to be an unnessary baggage to carry and at one point who seem to feel, why are you there , why why???
One thing that i really want is peace. Peace with myself, please with my surroundings and peace within self, THE INNER SELF.....
Will I be able to achieve it, don't know.
Although, I did not want to spoil the person's day, still, the unspoken words, the quietness and the silence between us spoke more than any of the words that could have been spoken between us as arguments. This is not one of the instances where we fought. It was only one of those instances where we it seemed , we almost fought everyday.
Great distress and Great unhappiness. Lots of silence between the two of us. I feel like being emotionally drained out , quite unhappy, restless and troubled. My mind is not at peace.
Am I Ok , really ??
I ask this question to me. Am i losing my mind. I feel so stressed out that feel like being irritated at the drop of a hat. Life seems to be an unnessary baggage to carry and at one point who seem to feel, why are you there , why why???
One thing that i really want is peace. Peace with myself, please with my surroundings and peace within self, THE INNER SELF.....
Will I be able to achieve it, don't know.
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